Heck, A Rapacity Worth Zero

For Z

His hunger is deep and has the breadth of a massive chasm

The story of his Roar is to resound with every ounce of his spirit

Many from all around have already heard his tales

Yet more to come will hear his muses and strumpets wail

Yet every step he takes leads him further down a fine line

Towards darkness and harsh rocky ground to tread

Every wince is fired by faster objects and high towers as a minaret

With messages crying out stories of others who feet do not tread lightly

The rumblings within him move further and further down

Desperate chills seep upwards as to defy gravity in a wild form

The fierce vial rage in him pushing to tell his tale as loud as the minarets

Yet he finds that his tongue is held in place by the trapping of his own jaw

His story worth all that he spoke but what is it without the speaking towers?

What worth is the grains on which he treads if he never reaches high enough?

With pride and love,

A.A. “Lex” Cooper

Published in: on June 22, 2009 at 9:42 am Leave a Comment

Bradley’s Incident

A new encounter has left me less than hopeful about the legal system in which some of us live under. Also, my faith has withered a bit more about people as well in general. I am going to use this as my statement of what occured Friday morning around 2:00, the date of June 12, 2009.

First, I will speak on the back ground to better inform you of what has happened. For the past while I have been a Sound Tech Contract Employee at a bar in lower Marietta, Georgia. The name of the bar is Bradley’s American Cafe which is located off Lower Roswell Rd. near the intersection with Johnson Ferry Road. Also, I have been a musician closely knitted with the group of musicians that helped make that venue populated.

Now that you know that, here is what happened. As a precursor to what happened, a number of musicians including members of the Willie Heath Neal’s Damned Ole’ Opry, The No Count Palooka’s, and various other local groups have been boycotting the venue for two weeks prior to that Friday morning. What happened for them was that there was a female who was inappropriately hastled by a male at the venue. Instead of taking the famale’s honor into consideration, the owner of the venue took the male’s side of the issue and allowed him to remain a patron. That is just the jist of it.

After that, about a week and a half later I was called by the boss to be told my services may not be needed because he was going in a “different direction” with the venue. He said he was going to be getting a pool table. Now mind you, he never said not to show up for work that weekend. Then I heard through a random patron at another bar that Bradley’s had a pool table. Since I was on my way to my friends house for the rest of her birthday party and driving by the bar, I decided to drop in.

As I entered the door I first saw the table. Then I started asking around for Lisa, Matt, or some other employee I have been working with. Which would be the whole night staff. I was going to ask wether or not to show up that night to work. Now, they were nowhere to be found. So I walked over to Michelle, a new waitress who was working there to ask her what was going on. As I started to talk, this man to my right asked if he could help me with anything. I said well I am looking for the bartender or manager on duty. I asked for Lisa as well. He promptly stood up and stood in my face. He didn’t bother to say that the place was closed, nor that he was just hired to work there, or anything that would have made good since. He told me to leave.

I told him exactly why I was there and what I do and he said  to me, “no you don’t.” He said so as if I was supposed to know him. Then he told me to leave again. I then asked him who he thought he was.

That is when he pushed me in the center of my chest, which is weakened per a heart surgery. I stood back into him and said, “hold off there man.” Or at least I tried. The next act of his was to grab me by my throat and carry me outside.

Of course now I was pissed and confused. So I called the owner, John Capone, to ask him what was going on. He then started getting onto me too for calling him so late. I told him some guy, whom still at this point was not known to me as the manager, had assaulted me. John said he wouldn’t do anything about it. Even after I called him back to say if he didn’t I would. So I called the police.

When the police arrive I told them how I had battery commited against me. The male office,  S.T. Walton, went inside and then came back outside and started questioning me. He told me there was no marks on my neck and he did not arrest the man I wanted arrested for assualt and battery. Instead he took my honesty and used it against me.

I told them I had a limited amount to drink that night and he told me I was drunk. I told him I am a transplantee, and he said well you can’t stand straight. So I told him about my right leg and how it has sciatica, muscle tension, and drop-foot, and he gave me a warning about driving hom. Then he called a cab, and told me if I set foot on Bradley’s property again Criminal Trespassing would be weighed against me.

I will not know why these things happened, but I do know that my old boss is dishonest. He allows violence. Later he told me that I was endangering his license. Which in no way was true. He is just an idiot as far as that goes, all he had to do was reprmand his new employee and explain to me why he did not tell me I was to be let go immediately. That is all he had to do. In other words, his job.

I also know now that Cobb County Police won’t do their job. Instead they just make assumptions and are quite rude. A man commited battery on me and he wasn’t even so much as detained. Where I was for what could have been a trumpt up charge of Drunk in Public.

These are the reasons, the ones from before and of that Friday morning. These are the reasons I emplore you, and I mean anyone you talk to as well…I ask you to boycott that venue and hopefully, it will crumble under the weight of its’ arrogant owner and new staff that are violent and idiotic. Please, boycott Bradley’s now.

Published in: on June 15, 2009 at 1:56 am Leave a Comment

Cake (Put your file in the cake): Newest Song

I was awake when you said hate

What you’d do with that cane

File away, file away, filing it away into your books

My friend you put me down

Way, way, way too far down…


A twang is a thang

And a gang is strange

Just keep on Filing Away

Just keep on Filing it Away


I was breakin’ down

Nobody pays attention to the sounds

Song birds hearing all of what they want to

Nobody here listening to the thickening plot

Just a singin’ and a dancin’ like my Penguin friend here…


A March is a start

And world is a girl

Just keep on Filing Away

Just keep on Filing it Away.

Here it is just in case…

Of those who have actually read this blog. I have to say thank you. Truthfully I don’t keep up with it as much as it should be kept up with. Yet, tonight I must actually write a blog that involves some ridiculousness in my life. If you are not a fan of drama, then do not read further.

Keeping this short I pray, this is my rant. You see there is this mutual friend of mine whom I started to like and I believed she me. We even made out once via her front yard after an evening of some drinks and friends. With this in mind follow me…

…Days later after we were hitting it off I met up with her a our place to have some drinks, only that she was not alone. She was waxing some other guys ego and ignoring me while hanging with her friends. I thought, better to not push anything and move on. So I did.

Come now about three weeks ago. I was at the same said bar hanging with a number of friends when two approach me and advise me of this growing situation via a slip of the mouth. While speaking of my sex life and my avoidance of intercourse until a real commitment…really that was the subject matter…one of the friends said something along the lines of “yeah right that is not what I heard.” Thus I inquired further to hear that my friend whom I was interested in may have been sabotaging my name saying that her and I had sex.

Wow!!! I didn’t know this. I must have actually gotten drunk when this happened because I don’t remember this at all!!! Yet, the funny thing is that I have not been drunk in nearly two years. THUS, it did not happen. So my stomach sank. And further, I have a reason now to talk to that girl again. So I did via a social networking site. This is what was said:

” Supposedly there are some rumors and fabrications going about. I found out last night that some people think that we have been intimate, even though we haven’t of course. Some people have been saying you have been perpetuating that rumor and supposedly I have been too. Don’t know how that is considering that it is not true, I never said that, and that I found out about this rumor last night. And as I hear, a number of our friends think this.
Have you heard about this? “

Then the girl,” First of all that I said it is complete BS. Second whovever said I said it is bullshitting. And third the ONLY words that have ever left my mouth on th subject, are “I want to know who is telling people this because I don’t have the time or the energy to deal with it.” Which is true. I have a lot going on in my life right now and this childish BS is the last thing I need. SO I am going to find out who said what, and when I do they’re going to get more than and earful and they aren’t gonna like it. I’m not in high school anymore, and I’m too old for this shit.”

And I responded simply, “sounds good to me.” Now the part in her text that scared me a bit about where her mind was was the first set of sentences. Reread them if you must, and you will see she completely pretends my generalizations, similar desires, and push to find the truth were not there and that I may have been accusing her. Her very first words were very defensive.

Well as truth goes it gets pummeled. Which brings me to tonight. I assume she did not expand her search pattern and obviously did not seek out the truth because she got mad. So mad that she accused me in front of many of my friends as well as her friends, mutual and not, and broke me. That much of a lie pushed me hard. I have been trying keep my self reserved as much as possible for the longest time. But her yelling brought me to scream at her the only thing I could get out that would hopefully get my point across before she ran away. “I never said that!”

The hurt of this drama comes from the fact that there was a fabrication and it got in between me, friends, co-workers (whom run the bar), and her. And that she fell into the trap of the rumor-machine. Though she is normally a sweet and very intelligent person, tonight? She was not. And this actually will not be the last of it. I still work there. And that is her marching ground. I do not want a fight. And that is my goal, nothing else. I want truth and peace. IF I were able to get a friend returned to me, that would be wonderful. I pray actually this happens, but as it goes a prayer is all I have until next time. Right now, it all wants to fall apart…

Let Us…

What stands for you stands for me

For I love the way you stand indeed

What it is that we both need

Would be the best for your seed

Let us stroll the country lanes

Pecan orchards lining the way

Let us stroll together hand in hand

Together forever like a two players band

Published in: on May 4, 2009 at 9:15 am Leave a Comment

Drop Down Town Dishes

Ewwwwww … And we drink a bit
Tired of it … The same ole’ Brick*
Got so sick … must let it go!!!
If it builds up … It’ll Freakin*  blow

(A C D)
Ahhh … We’re heading out tonight!!!
Heading out to have a great time!!!
(C    D)
Dip Dip Dip Dip ; Drop down down dishes!!!

(A C D)
Ewwwwww … And we Think a bit
Tired of it … Heavy as a brick
Got so sick … Got to throw something
Builds any more ; Bring the Gore ; Can’t Ignore ; I’m Exploding!!!

(Chorus)
(C    D)
Dip Dip Dip Dip ; Drop down down dishes!!!  X3

(Bridge)
G G+C Gp.c. G+C
Not Where we were
Now where we are
Where we go
Near or Far
Bless us please
Friends and Family
Change may we
From this disease

Published in: on April 21, 2009 at 4:34 pm Leave a Comment

With green turned orange in a windy season

Autumn, the precursor to Winter, the Eve to the End of the Year.

With what fervor the wind takes its course and makes away with many leaves.

Each turn of color turns another mans heart to calmness renewed.

With the old man’s coming, each man must prepare the shelter and food.

For with no provisions in his pocket, a man and his own are doomed.

Make haste for the taste is salty ice around the corner.

Build a tower of limbs upon limbs and more.

For the time is not far, it comes now, it comes soon.

And he with no provisions in his pocket along with his own are doomed.

Published in: on November 24, 2008 at 6:58 pm Leave a Comment

As for last night…

Another journal entry along with another day. Patrick, a good friend of mine, and I are working on some new music again. So soon you will can see new lyric postings and what not. Until then…

Published in: on November 9, 2008 at 5:25 am Leave a Comment

A Decipher On The End Of It.

What makes things over when it is over is something particular to each situation. Take for example, if you please, the basic relationship between a young man and young lady. Of course the majority of these young relationships do not work out. For this, one may blame a lack of maturity or experience. Put it how you will. Now what brings on the end is, as aforementioned, unique to the persons at hand. Yet, these situations are able to be fit into platitudes so that they are easier to discuss. Such as “he cheated thus men are all pigs” is a well known platitude. Obviously vice versa based off gender is true as well. One of my favorites is “I didn’t know what I was getting into.” General and vague just like most people like to keep their spewings of relational stories. Normally such platitudes are met by further immature advice. Such as “dude you need a drink” and “forget that bitch, you don’t need her.” Barring the otherside of the story completely and getting distracted from the problem will not help someone normally in these situations.

Some possibly good advice to the listener of ones problems is to engage with inquisition. When your friend is at the end of something and in a transitional period let them describe what they are going through to you. This will allow you to understand and know your friend better while letting some probably well needed venting occur. Take heed for there is also a hitch. Though you must let your friend spell out their troubles it is also the responsibility of a good friend to provide a healthy distraction. Do not let the saddened fester in their own loathing and pity. To much wallowing will bring about depression and unhealthy habits in future relationships. The saddened will contiguously expect the same experience
relationship after relationship.

A well placed verse of song or bible, and a walk in the park for conversation are examples of healthy distractions. Or even dancing and sports. Waking up to a hangover is not a part of healthy distractions. One will forget the purpose of the distraction and have to repeat the venting process while possibly blaming further the other in the ended relationship for his or her drunken stupor.
All things considered remember above all that things end and when they do it is good to have some person to lean on. That and God of course. Do not be drug down, and keep your faith.

Published in: on November 8, 2008 at 7:03 am Leave a Comment

…www…

I think I may have given you that already…
I think I may also be insane…
I think so therefore I spam…
I think there is no tomorrow…
I think a little too much…
I think there is another day to go…
Blah, Blah, Blah…
I think I’ll shut up now…

Published in: on November 5, 2008 at 4:14 am Leave a Comment